Monday, 7 March 2022

'text #1'/ 2018

...there no...no not of there...no not of here...no not of the...of the all of all stepped...till...

...gazes upon...fingers upon cold glass...gazes in or out am...breath upon cold glass...

...of...traceless...a trace of this...what this am...no echo no not of...forgotten...yet echo of...as was before...

...so it was before having unremembered...yet no not of there...given...taking from or else of...

...of the all not a...white sound of...of static abounding yes or no...in the reek of it...sudden as if to falter yet no...no not of here...

...yet what of this or of...the...here...what am...not a chance...either way as if to...

...no given yes or no... arrival...departure from...gazes in or out am...yet this...what is this of which...

...claimed by this...lessening or having gained...

...what this...this...this meat of wracked by the...of some clear distance...yet not a trace out there...

...or was there...last calling for...aching as if on or off the light extinguished...or never was...unremembered no...yes...it can be seen...

...fingers upon cold glass...breath upon cold glass...as if to falter of yet no...yet echo of yet no...there no...

...not a trace of sound but for the breath’s align...

...listens...as if to say that it...any difference what matter...blind or no it matters little...gazes upon yes...or no...gazes upon the absence of...upon the return of...

...in which there is only this...exigency long forgotten...in the all undone of it...less or more than...no not of the...

...traceless the...darkness yes or no...the bind of this mocked by the trace of this or...something no...it has long been forgotten...as if it could...

...passage into naught...lessened yes yet having gained...no not a...what am...this or that perhaps it...such subtlety in the give or the...

...so it was...no...blank space...the light extinguished or never was...this meat of...this what...this meat of wracked by the...

...fingers upon cold glass...or is it...am...none or...give or take a...no echo no not of it...silent all...gazes in or out am...arrival...departure from...yes or no...

...last calling for...it cannot be seen...yet claimed by...or...breath upon cold glass...echo echo no not a...blank space...there no/no not of there...

...no not of no not of the...till what...what am...what this...what where...what of in or other than...what as if to if of what in what or of another cannot...

...what as if unto...what word what spoken of what said...what echoes of...what of in what as if to say...what undone...

...what of none what reclamation...what as if to murmur given to dissolve what as if to ever-having...what never having...

...what breathless instantly...what of where bestowed upon...what as in for it now...what of...what yet usurp where nothing all...

...what as was once never having...what of where if had been some vapour trace...what this or what of in as if to...what yes this of what then in what untold...

...what meat in this...what matter it...what fleshed capacity...what sung from foreign dissolute...what collapse of...gazes into no...

...what non-further in of all unto...what keloid to replenish...what shit to bask of in listless shadow...what am if...what where if...what as if to...

...what drag from kick & scream...what if silent...what once was now...now nothing less...no nothing more...what as of...

...what to founder of where null abounds it not...what whisper unto...what fleshed as it escapes...what cannot frenzy lack...

...what unquantify where as before it occur...what of the dead parameters...what of the foreign dead roads...what of the skyline bleak black nor sunlit black nor bleak as...

...what of the fingers to touch bone where bone & flesh are absent...what of the crippled song...what of the inflect of echoing verandas...

...what of the word...what of the words that do not ever...what of the nullity biting upon in stagnant of...what of the candle pissed upon...

...try trace no sentences other than what given...what then of the fallen shadow upon where lifelong colours sketch throughout a wastage breath...

...what of the sharpened...what gazes upon...what of the blade to bite where nothing of is ever final...what of the failure of where tone casts its corpse across another hour...

...what of disclosure...what of the benign love cast wreaths where the absent lay & know not of...what of the bile where wastage climbs...

...what of where sucks upon the marrow of all purposeless...what of where of it is it what am...what of the hour that will not...

...what of the what that questions nothing & confirms less...what of the...what of...what...breath upon cold glass...

...what of the defeated leap into beyond where circus animals lay bloodily strewn...what of the slaughterhouse this...what as...

...what of the longing of where spectral flow where sanguine the blood of it...what of the as of if it too...what gazes into...what in or which whereof...

...what too the emptily abounding...what of the following...what of the forgotten pathway tread...

...what tread...what where nothing of where nothing in or of to be...what of the what am repeated sense of the unto whereof...

...what of the profoundly lapsed/ unspoken/ unspeaking...what of the song of long-spoken long dead...what of the walls where what in...

...what/ what taken from...what as having...what struck from premise outset nothing gained...what of the never returning unto...

...what of the in of naught as the subtle trace of famine eats it away...what of the intrinsic lie...what of whereof in foreign’s clime...

...what distance of eye sprung from fever indent...what of the collapse that blackened all...

...what as if in the were as if to having in null vacant a deserted theatre wherein nothing was performed by any other than...what of the observation of it...

...what of the discord lacking end...what of the rising up of future-lack a trace of desire that cannot...what of some intone gravitate of sunk dry bones snared in an opulent smiling...

...what is the...what of the...what is not the...what is never the...what or other than what cleft stillness to breach closure of opening up into the disgust of...

...gazes upon cold glass...what of the long shadow of unspoken...what silence sought where of the lung what as if to say that gravitate as if to...

...what fingers to trace across vibrant flesh...what silhouettes...what eye abandon seeing nothing...what is not...no longer...what is not the word...what another silence...

...what bask in frenzy light of...what of shadow’s indent into where plumes of dry smoke dissolve into...what of the sickness to dwell wherein where all dissolves...

...what of the death of final eye and the lips that searched for...what spoken from where all illusory is forgotten in an instanced breath...

...what of...what neither nor blindness otherwise...what once said...what the in this it says nothing more or lessened than...

...what of the sunlight bending in the mind where to reveal is to having whispered fallen further than shadowing...what of the tidal asked of...

...what it breathes aches just a little more with ever-dawning eye revealed in a denude of crimson flash...what of the in what in of am...

...what once spoken never having...what again unspeaking...what to...

...what as if to other than nor of...what merely to fail as if to echo...what final tense...what as what other of the...what from where or what...

...what from whereof or what...what of till glimpse that cannot...what of in blind light a circumference of drought...what having have what done...

...what final no...what asked of...what subtle as having begged for...what stun lapse...what tongue ...what of as to forget all as if to...what of...

...what of the catacomb of seclusion a bitter taste of reek cancel out of it unknown before yet ever present...fingers upon cold glass...

...what from...what of some shadowplay of tears till trace bedimmed...what of the ocular breath of it long sung in an abort of echo...                                                                        

...what whereof...what as if to know other than in final lapse merely a...of the drag out thy corpse and walk...what then or of it can...

...what then in absenteeism forgotten clime of where once breath was nothing snared...what of...where in that transpired...

...what of the extraction from silence’s coating of sound reduced to silent whispers...what of the wall’s enshroud cold venom tide of blood...

...what from...what am as if was once...what yes in this it...what headlong stasis in the birth of where to trace the disappearance of...

...what till yes of final alone in abandon of speech recollect...what in or of whereof subtle as a death knell nothing of...no...trace...what of in this...

...what then what... whereof what then where what clog of the benign veins that drag until...

...what of the sky’s abort...what of the...what then for the...what of...what as if to...what for the in or of in tint of blood spill traceless shadow long ache of...

...what of the no longer...what of the dead speech the cascade of it into...nothing of in what as if to say erase it/counter...

...gazes upon...what of that...what of the waste the hemorrhage of wither pageantries...of the here what of till foreign/lapsed unto...

...what of till of in some foreign distance the mirror cracked across...bled weight of bulk...what of the wherein some stasis ever...

...what in the herein a vacancy....nothing of through which to strips the bones of the meat of words...

...the bones translucent...what in the hand that grasps in the of of seek merely to/unto recoil...what of the nohow then...what of the silence’s recreation in of...

...what am eye in this...of this in no way other than...what frozen shell what this...

...in-dreamt of no...what of...what then...fingers upon...gazes upon...silent breath upon...absent traces cold glass shatters of the no/ not the...

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