Sunday, 14 October 2018

From "The Zero Eye", (Oneiros Books 2014)


i

…in zero eye/ from out of which/ trace without trace/ ice black/ non-ask/ non-else in absence of/ shadow/ overture of nothing/ pace here or there/ asks of absence of/ eye disclosed/ throughout/ from out of which/ no nothing from begin until end/ ever was/ such as/ as given of un-bled/ yet bled yes lest excise of/ no not/ cannot/ and yet of/ or/ or of/ no distance until tread/ savage shock of eye/ exposed/ till tread upon/ basking in or of/ remnants yet to taste/ no not a trace of/ no nothing of nor delivery from/ all said/ yet as if to continue if/ blind weight in symphonic of final silenced/ cast out absent light what matter/ yes given unto bled/ allwhile in purity of/ un-gouged socket or another/ option of/ settle it/ fall unto or not/ erased/ eradicate/ yes ever-lack/ no force/ motion/ how now in jaded pyre/ in shed of flame that was never light/ better yes never of it/ bite down upon edge-solace of/ trade anguish for oblivion/ yet naught as ever/ final as/ less or more/ ever was/ remnants of then or nothing left to/ no/ no breaking forth/ no never again/ let it/ decline of/ yes death of/ yet will not/ clings unto/ as if to say/ the zero eye/ un-scattered none/ falls unto or not/ utters without pause for/ as if to say that/ no cannot any longer/ stray from echo held between once distance/ another/ in vibrate of it/ yet not of in-between…
       
ii

…translucent/ carrion of/ given to voice/ (non-adequate)/ silence ever/ shadowed unlike zero/ grieving all the while of/ non-being/ absenteeism/ remnants of once/ given to follow/ rejected by zero’s emblem/ cold light of embalm/ given to empty caress/ sun extinguished/ plight-non-flight/ central/ disregard of else/ nocturne of silhouette caress flight abandoned by/ yet ever-claim/ settled non-settled/ hence proliferation of/ amass of/ text non-text/ a drapery of toothed cloak upon/ emptily/ deformed/ subtle sharp edge of vacuum/ the zero eye will ever be/ shape without form/ density of rind branded by sting of inescapable/ rots through unto/ until/ yet given to silence/ scatters breath of nocturne/ clasp of weight/ says nothing more of/ clean break/ subtlety of design/ crafted in absence of voice/ here or there a nothing of/ claimed yet ever-fading/ yet silenced ever/ still yet/ breakage upon rock of nights forever distance/ motion of which feeds flame of/ yet ever to rage against/ shift unto/ remnants in midst/ shadowed by final yes/ once absence births/ hands cold/ search through weight of cold/ silhouettes of/ cannot lacks cannot or cannot/ hence proliferation of/ sound upon distance/ and of echoing/ undoing…


       iii

…welt what/ stasis of light +1/ obsolete as/ in breath-reflect of chasm/ mirror/ transparent as/ caved in/ blank pace upon/ distance of which erased/ from outset/ snag upon voiceless/ no weight no nothing/ as elect from outset/ or/ a taste of shit in vocal/ no nothing will yet/ does not/ yet spectral as/ illusory/ no no glimmer head/ no nothing/ not a trace/ leaving aside in stench of yet/ what was/ ill-done not done/ till no/ not on/ rooted/ without division-distance/ meat of earth what earth of soil/ what of/ bone mass yet nothing clings to/ ever stun of/ refracted/ deflected/ non-embrace of/ that which/ given just a spell of/ laughter of absurd/ recoil of/ spasm clock tick onward nowhere/ obsolete as scar/ blend of cold wind wishful/ not a trace of it/ as if/ head down/ pushing forth into naught which gouges out/ entirety/ non-distance here or there/ abort/ no retort/ empty prayers of entropy/ yes guess again no distance to/ trace again/ non-voice/ effortless/ in spite of/ as if to spite/ rixt to marrow of spliced until/ sudden ash/ reek-blind of horror in/ flesh of none/ given unto lack/ where spells division reclaim again and/ no solace in what solace ever else/ decorative/ illusory tears unto foreign of what matter/ what welt/ black light + 1/ absent disregard…

        iv

…tell how/ or of no matter/ cannot/ a-breathe for given sake of/ all lapse and returning to/ carry forth without any/ or other than/ steel point of the zero eye/ reflexive/ echo upon echo by design/ of/ all flexed-resolved/ in given lax of non-descript/ as was/ so shall/ it be/ collapse/ nothing tearing hyenic trace/ eradicate/ child’s toys assault yet dissipate/ in meat of tears/ some breath/ final/ of final no longer asked of/ nor step by which/ purpose still-birthed/ of voice ever lacking of voice/ hence forth without motion/ yet never-step/ I still spills blood from out of illusory light so forth/ some fabricant/ a parasitic upon the plain/ here or given of outreaching/ yet in reaching for/ of what but other than lack +1/ delivery eye zero eye yet nothing of/ so-be/ reflexive/ non-light abounds illuminates/ all the while in grip of cast/ or/ in anti-casket of/ where now word or shadow of/ all lapse and all-returning/ what splendour/ defecate upon/ rubbing shit into eye un-zeroed/ in cylinder of/ vertigo of/ spin lapse/ naught of/ in clamour of non-being else no no nothing/ a-blend with silence of/ non-weight or blessing following/ non-gratitude or so shall in/ light slashed out/ evident…

         v

…given as/ not a/ trace ever-done/ lilt of/ shadow cast what damage of/ claimed as if/ speech dead what of/ erasure teeth/ measured/ locked bone against/ ever-sense what/ no nothing ever/ translucent walls/ encase of/ writhe/ eyes bared/ no no zero eye/ cold distance ever/ devoured by scream/ shadow of/ senselessly adroit in face of/ unseen/ mark upon mark what mark/ seeks not to/ as if ever did/ settled to fall unspoken ever/ voice elected to/ stun cleft of/ given to/ blank distance ever of/ zero eye/ from which it cannot other than/ no not a trace of blind/ no not of the retrace/ no not of the light or dark/ in respite of/ purity asks/ in respite of/ claim purity asks/ given as/ some cadaver cadence/ echo echo tumour of/ all stripped of brail/ said aloft-negates/ yet nothing left what matter/ as if to silence/ context of which is of/ cast cards/ silhouettes/ non-speech/ given that symbol exist/ so to follow on from/ night-speech is not the darkened/ origin of/ claimed as if/ given of/ in obscene of non-descript/ stun/ indifference a settled eye/ from what abort/ lapse in or out of/ speech again/ hurtles having cut/ a loose of this or that/ echo-stillness/ obsidian stealth/ measured/ clear/ yet no nothing ever again/ merely an excise/ tears to render obsolete…   

         vi

…naught but once/ extract of/ shadowless/ zeroed/ else of ever-yes/ in midst/ rat tooth climate no/ reclaim of eye/ zero eye/ filtering/ ever unto none/ blind arc no depth of which/ slash-terse/ (can/ cannot)/ walls/ walls/ truncate of sound/ butchered as if to/ night’s pissoir frenzy/ mock sun paper thin/ rupture dead waste/ words sunk no treasure in/ or/ feel blind of/ silhouette smoke/ dense/ lung hack/ from which nothing uttered/ thinner still/ all falls unto/ yet through or/ over/ unto/ either way through/ zero of yes/ tense of devour/ lacks all yes all for lack of all/ returns to nowhere/ begun from which/ light shock no mastery of/ no/ no not a trace/ given to expire all that matter of/ yet all hence/ devoured/ given lack or else/ memorys stitch/ abyss clear cut no nothing else/ (can/ cannot)/ yes or no/ trace no of/ trace yes of/ catascope/ design what matter/ transparent light/ mimicry of voice/ scatter upon none of/ nothing there/ vortices of bled/ of bleed/ opened once more fresh wound/ click-clack/ depth what/ what of/ seen not ever/ in collapse of/ foreign as of/ given taken few/ zero eye of/ ever violent of confront with/ returns to nowhere/ black/ black to point of/ of frenzy light/ naught but once/ absent point of…    
  
        vii

opens up in/ forth or no/ (acclimatised)/ not of/ flesh no answer/ desolate/ distance never to measure/ is all/ text nothing zero eye/ no not of redeem/ wall strewn with blank faces/ seals unbroken/=/ not a matter of/ question of/ given to fail/ falter/ disembowel/ black light return/ in pupil of zero/ gazes not/ unblinking/ roves not any longer/ trace light what shadow what of dark/ what of light/ pure/ emblem does not believe/ ceased yes/ there never nor of in ever was/ redeems not no answer/ as if to say that/ fleshed bone survives only until/ counterpoint takes form unto formless/ nothing more or else/ else wise/ text zero nothing eye/ no not absent until final/ yet embedded in/ mocks the blind rhythm of/ ocular fold of cloth/ sky none/ sky what/ ever only once/ or not yes or no what matter/ absent allwhile of/ trace density for/ given unto fail/ text is indifferent/ +1/ lack/ stamp- erase/ =/ forth no chance/ not of/ given to fail unfailing/ there never or in of was never/ replete with silence/ voiceless/ no not silhouette/ merely unend of echo/ dead space/ non/ non-space of/ given of/ settled dusts of approximate/ obsolete/ nullity/ of an endless scream         
            
viii

voidal as/ clear-sharp/ distance of nil/ non-zeroed eyes ever clear/ blood blind in spurious until/ havoc negate of havoc once negated/ sentence becomes/ becomes obsolete/ taste of velvet nothing/ not of the suns devour it cannot/ lack all/ it is said/ in climate present/ not known/ eyes slashed out as of in candle/ in/ rot clamour stillness/ breath-lock a burn of/ sharpened/ all of/ frenzy absent/ lock turn in apathetic/ I drifts down gutter of/ aborted nothing/ absolute/ a turning of waste spray design in/ nothing gathers in/ parched throat of/ spread of desolate sands/ silences/ as if was said/ life what/ no question/ answer no answer/ dust taste/ broken glass as if/ climate of zero what matter/ density light abandon/ lapse of eye or eye or other/ non-settled as/ till discollect/ abandoned as of sphere/ bone useless as/ as sentence dead/ a-knock/ stillness of cadavers emptily carouse/ unknown/ the zero eye devours dark-light waste/ suffocates abound/ mock rat air surfaces to silhouettes brim/ walls dissipate/ reform/ through which is visible macabre a carnivale/ ever it bites clean/ non-devours/ devours without/ obsolete becomes/ +/ given unto final yet of/ nulls approximate/ dead spent no gathering of/ teeth bare to rot of some other this than/ silenced ever/ speech none/ dead out of    
            
ix

…erase/ all stepped undone/ blind haste devour/ as is said/ in beckon of/ what matter/ there is/ un-speech in given unto/ spectral as/ semblant as/ rot through with empty silt/ blood white/ echo/ echo of/ +/ zero else from/ out of which ever none/ ever/ bite-bleed/ syllabus/ vapours/ zero of/ all stripped/ cleft/ circuit of/ given unto virus of/ extract of teeth in/ (dark or light inherited/ what of)/ the zero eye collects none ungiven/ marvels not/ answers not/ cold chill resume in/ as flayed/ given to prey upon/ text none of naught of zero else/ not for lessened or of/ rejects spinal/ ash cold as/ cadaver voice in midst of text/ fibre meat/ dead air fills blind lung of/ treads along/ throughout/ system disrupt/ (repeat)/ text none of naught of zero else/ echo/ echo/ benign as/ flesh of which slides from/ bones/ non-sense of/ climate of final/ excreta of/ stasis-ever/ not a trace yes or no what matter/ no light without shadow/ as is said/ yet all/ zero but once/ as is said of/ +/ -/ hence fingers devoured/ erupt of bile in light of/ liquid light of danse/ black space unend/ zero black pupil of/ of what/ (question once in text/ believed)/ no matter/ erase/ recommence where there is naught/ raging blindly/ hop-scotch…  
         
x

the zero eye fails/ cannot/ can or cannot only in/ barren vice of obsolete/ of film upon eye in glimmer tide/ of cataract projectile upon/ itches to be gone in eye of/ absurd of/ zero else of black/ no nothing of/ zero eye not feel/ unblinking black/ gallows none/ razor none/ (+0)/ skeletal as if/ no not infinite/ yes infinite/ yes or no/ etches into regardless/ silenced/ silences voice/ voice will not survive in given/ as dead goes end/ no docile razor of/ it cannot nor only of/ the zero eye cannot fail/ zero is rat in lung/ eat/ eats from out of which/ zero is rat in skull/ perambulate/ it is the disfigured/ no/ it is disregard/ -naught-/ absence-disregard……

(text no/ this is not a/ this is not/ not this/ is/ a text not/ not this a/ this/ this is not text/ not  a text/ text not this is not/ a/ this/ not a/ text no this is a/ not a text this/ this is not a/ this not a text is/ this not a/ not a this a text is not/ not/ not this/ a text/ not a/ text not this is a/ this is not a text this is not a text this is not a text this is not a text this is not a text this is not a text/ text no this is not a/ text no/ a text not this/ not a/ text not this is not aad infinitum). 
 


Section II from "nowhereon", (VoidFront Press 2018)

...short sharp shrill of non-other silence in or of which collapses into broken silences...sediment of lightless of subtle as if to ...